Selena reflected on her life and shared it with the world in an emotional Instagram post following her emotional performance in Jakarta.
Most people often think about their lives. Often than most, birthdays are the time of the year when you ask yourself, what have I done in all these years and where have I reached.
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Some answers are dismal and some are satisfactory. It’s a part of life. When you are a star and performing in front of thousands of people every other day, expectation get higher and emotions go out of control. This is what might have happened to Selena Gomez.
Selena just started the international phase of her Revival tour. She kicked it off by performing at the Jakarta’s Indonesia Convention Exhibition arena on Saturday, July 23. That was one day after her 24th birthday.
She posted numerous pictures and videos on her Instagram showing her excitement for the show. However, something during the show or the aura of Indonesia made the star reflective about her life. Before performing her song, Kill ‘Em with Kindness, she talked to the crowd.
‘The next song, before I go home, is a song that’s so important to me,” she said to the fans, “Because I get really frustrated. I get stupid sometimes. I say things that I don’t mean, or that come out wrong just because I care so badly. But the thing is, at the end of the day, no war in anger was ever won. I do know that deep down in my heart that I have to believe that we can love each other and always be kind no matter what it takes in us. I believe that we can do that, no matter what.”
After the show, she had something more to say and she took to Instagram to say it. In a post she wrote, "Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music," Gomez wrote.
"I've never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or video could define me. I'm stagnant, I stay still and don't just sit with myself first and ask 'is this where I am, whole heartedly?' I've always told the truth, I'm always true to my word, I've shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally."
Before anyone could start reading into it, she followed the post with another in which she wrote, Had to get that out, Not being negative about anything I've done. I'm grateful for every single moment I get here."
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Selena and her sources are quite about what could have led to this post for the star. Many are guessing that her rant over the whole Kimye and Swift feud might have been the cause. So what do you think?